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[Jan. 12th, 2010|03:54 am]

my mom died 12 years ago today. i miss her. love you mary.

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tap tap tthhwwtap tap thhwwt [Dec. 31st, 2009|04:44 am]

i'm finally able to acheive the apparently herculean tasks of quieting my mind and finishing all most of my tasks for the evening. it's 4:40. now in bed, i am rewarded for keeping the anxiety at bay with the tapping whirr of rainfall. the radiators are on the subsaharan africa setting so the windows are open. in december. the city is quiet and the rain can make all it's sounds heard.

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warm and fuzzy [Dec. 30th, 2009|11:36 pm]

tonight at a friends party, a new boy, with sparkling blue eyes and scruffy hair, fed me chicken soup. "here try this broth" as he held out the spoon to my lips.

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uuuugh [Dec. 29th, 2009|12:49 am]

silk hanky full of snot.
damn you nova, california, dc, and possibly international cooties.

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the longest night of the year [Dec. 22nd, 2009|01:56 am]

stuart murdoch is the new burt bacarach. discuss. or maybe it's the god help the girl album only. are these songs he's had full and exclusive creative control over?

one of the things i look forward to most about being thin is an exposed collarbone. it's one of the most beautiful areas of the human body. and imma have one (visible) soon. w00t.

sometimes i really want to turn iphone spellcheck on, but then i remember it won't let me write in slang. w00t becomes wood. huh huh she said wood.

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snowstorm [Dec. 20th, 2009|02:27 am]

the constant white-grey sky you get during snow is so beautiful-the white ground reflecting the white sky. as are the colors of the snow at dusk-a sparkly pastel rainbow. and the actual lighting the snowy light gives off-everyone's got perfect lighting. and i'm not even going to make a twilight joke about loving something cold, white and sparkly.

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autumn [Oct. 27th, 2009|02:37 am]

it's raining and i wish it was not so cold so i could open the window to go to sleep listening to the shimmering whirr of the rain.

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(no subject) [Jan. 8th, 2009|11:56 pm]
[Current Location |bed, under two comforters]
[Current Mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[Current Music |belle and sebastian: the life pursuit.]

oy! where do i start.
no really where do i start. again.
i miss being here and so am going to attempt to hang around more.
the new year.
new years!

new years ended up being the best thing ever. pj & melissa's for a while. [hi!] it was nice to see friends and stuff. everyone was playing wii, which i find tiresome, but it was still superfantastische to hang out with everyone. and their place i so midcenturyi classy. [hi!] around 10:30, i went to Mercy! at cous cous. Mercy! is a soul music dance party-what i call the contemporary interpretation of northern soul. cous cous is a moraccan/lebanese/mediterranean themed joint with lots of red and warm tones. pics on my flickr-same name as this journal. the vibe was perfect. they handed out free champagne, hats and noisemakers. everyone was friendly, fraternal, and chill. it was a douchebag-free zone. hugs abounded. a floor full of people who could dance well in a group formation...as opposed to the asshole with the cigarette on the dance floor who butts into the flow of everyone else.

i'm practicing dating. because it's not like i'm looking to get married now or anything; but i don't really want to be single forever. when i'm 50, i want to travel with that special someone. but in the meantime, i want  to actually date instead of harbouring a million crushes. human contact, gettin' some, learning how to be play well with others. i mean, this is what people do isn't it?

lou is repsonding  extremely well to fluid therapy. he is in chronic kidney failure. fluid therapy involes a subcutaneous injection in his scruff. he doesn't like it. natch. it takes two people-one to hold the growling, angry cat and one to inject. he refuses to eat the prescription food, so i hope the positive progression is not an illusion. i love him so much, and i know he IS a 14 year old cat, but i want him to live forever. kitteh.

it's 12:00am and i am only allowed to stay on here like 15 more minutes as bedtime is go.
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brandy [Aug. 18th, 2008|01:10 am]
[Current Location |bed]
[Current Music |robyn]

must have been a full moon. god the full moon makes me feel wacky. hyperproductive. but maybe that's 2 days off in a row.
but it's like shit will be crazy, i'll look up and yes, the moon is full. so there you go.
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fort awesome [Aug. 16th, 2008|11:31 pm]
[Current Location |polarbear]
[Current Music |the orb's adventures beyond the underworld]

i bailed from best friends day.  i spent the day at the coffee shop, the thrift store and errand running. all of these were productive and relaxing in some way. i got food in the house. i got a bunch of pictures edited and uploaded at the coffee shop. not to mention accomplishing some major sit-down-chill-out time. productive except for the department store who had:
  • 25 pairs of white marathon ankle socks
  • not one pair of black marathon ankle socks
the thrift store delivered to me for $1.98, an amazing sweater that i used to own and had shrunk via dance party: a wool sweater made soaking wet by sweat and agitated by non-stop dancing has the same effect as washing it in hot water in a machine. a few years ago, i bought this sweater. actually bought it. from a store, not a yard sale or thrift store. or dumpster. it was rainbow and tan horizontal stripes on a classic crew neck with tan ribbing at the neck, cuffs and waistband. oh, the gap, why are your sweaters so cute. well, i now own it again.

i managed to NOT buy anything at ulta or old navy including:
  • mini lipgloss that clips to your phone
  • banana shower gel
  • chocolate shampoo
  • chocolate face mask
  • bourjois waterproof mascara that i tried on and with my shower this evening learned it was very much non waterproof. fuck that.
  • super duper long lasting, super soft urban decay black eyeliner. i want this. it was a bitch to get off. which is the point.
  • cute boobalicious black dress at old navy. it was still full price and it's been there all summer. ergo, imma nae buyin it for that.
  • pouf skirt that there was no black in my size
  • sparkley bright blue hoodie. size XL too small, size XXL too big.
this week's awesome:
  • neon grape nail enamel
  • clyde 1 internet radio
  • 2 for 1 omega-3 at walgreens
  • ginger kombucha
  • getting 75 cents more per hour
  • trader joe's opening soon and they carry the flourless bread for cheap...charles shaw, cheap vitamins, etc...
  • deep fried garbanzo beans with cumin
  • deep fried tofu with cumin
  • not going to best friend day. it's awesome, but i don't have it in me and didn't wannae feel miserable about not going.
  • lou. always. sweet, cute, personable, affectionate, calming, playful, mini-tiger. kitteh.
  • my dad's collage cards
  • the baby i'm writing this on
  • realizing how much more in shape i am than last year at this time
  • selling a painting
  • art show at 821(825) in february
  • touching a picasso painting with my own hands
  • x-files movie
  • getting to see my friends a lot
  • having 2 days off in a row
  • having veg in the house
  • peach season
  • tomato season
  • the term "fish bitch"
  • all this music
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